Now

The bets I am making this month.

Most personal sites look frozen in the moment they were written. This page is the opposite. It tells you what I am actually changing, focused on, and being changed by this month. It is not a task list. It is where the work is.

Last refreshed · 2026-07-16 · Las Vegas

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The bets

What I am changing this month.

The questions

What I am focused on.

Reading

  • The Seven Meanings of Life.. Thomas Hylland Eriksen
  • Sum: Forty Tales from the Afterlives.. David Eagleman
  • The open feed on X.. still the sharpest real-time classroom I have

Thinking about

  • Cringe mountain.. the long unglamorous middle nobody posts about. I wrote the whole climb down: the climb up cringe mountain
  • Whether removing friction and removing meaning are the same motion if you are not careful
  • What trust even is once you can no longer inspect every action yourself
  • Why so much of the world still runs on survival when the abundance is already here
  • Whether alignment is a technical problem or a human one wearing a technical costume
  • How to stay a person and not a position while the system scales past me

About this page

This is a /now page in the tradition Derek Sivers started. It refreshes monthly on purpose.. and the refresh is a forcing function to tell you what I am actually betting on, not what I shipped.

Every month stays on the record. You can follow the trail and watch the bets change.