Now
The bets I am making this month.
Most personal sites look frozen in the moment they were written. This page is the opposite. It tells you what I am actually changing, chasing, and being changed by this month. It is not a task list. It is where the work is.
Last refreshed · 2026-05-23 · Las Vegas
The bets
What I am changing this month.
Crowd & Courage as a horizontal belief-staking protocol
Stepping out of the home-services angle. The deeper bet is that belief itself is the asset class.. that the right contract makes a public position economically real. The work this month is the protocol design, not a single vertical launch.
gardenpatch sequencing — which apps reshape which channels
The 23-app suite only matters if each app picks the right channel and rewrites what that channel looks like. Picking the three that will move first, and the partnerships that make them inevitable.
The AI-Overviews repositioning of the search economy
AEO is not a SEO tactic. It is a repricing of every category that depended on Google sending traffic. Working through what that means for a portfolio that operates across six verticals.. before the repricing finishes.
Elysium — cognition as the bottleneck nobody is naming
The bet underneath everything else: most companies do not have an execution problem; they have a cognition problem. Building the layer that names it and removes it.
The questions
What I am chasing.
What does sovereignty actually cost?
The talk I am building a life around. The version of the founder interior life that is honest about the price of building from purpose.
Can a studio of 23 small apps outperform a single platform?
The gardenpatch bet, but stated as a question I do not yet know the answer to. Watching the data this quarter.
Does love-as-structure scale to organizational design?
The essay claim turned into an operating principle. Whether the math of binding holds at the team level, not just the description level.
Reading
- On Having No Head.. Douglas Harding
- The Beginning of Infinity.. David Deutsch
- The Songlines.. Bruce Chatwin
- Anything I can find on the early Apple culture I touched at sixteen
Thinking about
- Why the founder identity is a borrowed costume and what is underneath it
- How to design retreats that change a room rather than entertain it
- What an immigrant's ambition becomes after the immigration is no longer the story
- Whether the operator who funds his own teaching ever has to choose
About this page
This is a /now page in the tradition Derek Sivers started. It refreshes monthly on purpose.. and the refresh is a forcing function to tell you what I am actually betting on, not what I shipped.